Sunday, November 30, 2008

初夏的知了

知了,也叫做蝉,是一种耳熟但未眼见过的昆虫。
今天在吃饭的时候,妈妈聊起了她在看电视的过程中吸取的常识。
说蝉这种昆虫,必须在土里生活两年才能见到天日,而且不是一出来就会飞,还必须得蜕几次皮之后才能变成成虫。

听了,我觉得不对,因为我记得很久很久以前,我读过一本书,它在土里生活不只2年,好像是要15年这么久。
妈妈说我不对,所以吃完饭以后,我就上网查了查(现在的网络带来的便利之一)。
发现,有一种特别的蝉,叫做17年和13年的周期蝉,这两种蝉分别在土里得生活17年或13年这么久。

这到底是为什么?而且不会多一年,也不会少一年。约定是17年,就一定会呆那么长时间。是为了避开天敌吗?是雄蝉与雌蝉之间的约定吗?

不管是什么,对这些成为成虫之后的蝉,只能在这美丽的世界里仅仅生活60天来说,17年实在是好长好长。从没想过放弃,从没按耐不住,提早离开土壤的知了,乖乖的,听话的接受上天的安排,安分的在黑暗的土里生活了十多年,然后成长,成为成虫之后,追寻自己的另一半,产下自己的下一代,接着,像是 完成了生命的终结使命,离开了大自然的怀抱。

这是什么样的精神?信念?和毅力?就连小小的知了都做得到,那我们这些自封为万物之灵的人类们该如何自居呢?


Friday, November 28, 2008

到家啦~

到家了!!开心~

Friday, November 21, 2008

argh~

12 calls waiting to be made tml, 12 houses waiting to be view.. hopefully, one of them will be my future house..
my clothes are packed, my books are packed, now left small small stuffs.. sigh.. my room now so messy~ and somemore we are trying to find a house by 27th of November.. hmmm.. and my working visa in s'pore~
i hate being a grown up, always need to worry so much stuff, need to handle so many daily life's issue. the worse is, im now still financially supported by my family, what if im working on my own? i need to sustain my life.. keep myself survive in this world. As quoted from Andy Goh: 'Life is about survival.'
What is life about for me then? hmm.. I guess, its about survival also. Survive in university, survive when accidents occur, survive when life impacted by unwanted issues..
At this moment of my life, it is about survival...

Thursday, November 20, 2008

工作之旅

去新加坡工作的行程,一拖再拖。
从18号延到20号,又从20号延到了27号;
这不顺,意味着什么呢?
昨天又刚收到消息要搬家,所以今天就开始整理房间。
把所有衣服都收了,还有书。
老娘的书还真多,而且很多都是建筑杂志。嘿嘿~蛮有成就感的。
刚才看了看星加坡的street directory. 发现我所居住的地方,跟工作的地方是在同一条地铁线上,嘿嘿~不用转车了。开心~
晶卿说只需要20分钟,还好嘛~

嘿嘿~最近要找房子,然后收拾,然后准备准备,买点东西给父母,就出发啦~ 期待~

Sunday, November 16, 2008

One very nice and touching song i found today

'We Are One'

Didn't need to ask
Don't know the reason
Everything that I believe
Is right here
Not thinkin' bout tomorrow
Couldn't catch it if I tried
World is spinning too fast
So I'll wait 'til it comes to me

I am you
You are me
We are one
Take me in your arms
And flow through me
I'll flow through you

Steal my breath away
Cause I'm so moved by you
Deeper than I ever thought
Was possible, was possible, it's everything, oh~
Difference between me and you
It's all in where your heart lies
And every day's another chance
So let's get it right

I am you
You are me
We are one
Take me in your arms
And flow through me
I'll flow through you

Did you lose yourself out there
Did you lose faith and give up
Don't turn away and hide yourself
Cause there's a friend to make along the way
We are the heartbeat and our souls speak
And all the beauty I have ever dreamed
Is right here in front of me, oh~~
Is right here in front of me, oh~~

I am you
And you are me
We are one
Take me in your arms
And flow through me
I'll flow through you

Saturday, November 15, 2008

不在身边的情人

这,是我的心情写照
想想,我好像没过过有情人的情人节,
但,这种无谓的在乎,不是我尊崇的主义。

如果遇见对的人,每天都是情人节;
一通电话,一封短信,都会甜滋滋的。

我想,有恋可爱,无论情人在不在;
都是幸福的吧~

Friday, November 14, 2008

很可爱也很感动的爱情故事~

從前有兩隻小豬,整天過著無憂無慮的生活,他們互相相愛著。每天主人送來吃的時候,
公豬總是先讓母豬吃,等她吃飽了再上去吃母豬吃剩下的東西,每天晚上公豬總是給母豬放哨,
他生怕主人乘他們熟睡時把母豬拉出去宰了。
日子一天天的過去,母豬日漸長胖,而公豬則一天天瘦下去。
有一天,公豬突然聽見主人在跟屠夫商量,要把長勢見長的母豬殺了給賣掉,公豬傷心至極。
於是從那天開始公豬性情大變,每當主人送吃來時公豬總搶上去把東西吃的一乾二淨,
每天吃後便躺下大睡,並且告訴母豬現在換做她來放哨,如果他發現她沒放哨的話就再也不理她。
漸漸的日子一天天過去,母豬覺得公豬越來越不在乎她,母豬失望了,而公豬還是若無其事的過著安樂日子,
很快一個月過去了,主人帶著屠夫來到豬圈,他發現一個月前肥肥壯壯的母豬瘦的沒剩下多少肉,
而公豬則長的油光發亮.這時的公豬拼命的奔跑,想引起主人的注意,表明他是頭健康的豬。
終於,屠夫把公豬拖出豬圈的那一刻,公豬朝著母豬笑著說:『以後別吃這麼多!』
母豬傷心欲絕,拼命的沖出去,但圈門被主人關上了,擱著柵欄,母豬看著閃著淚光的公豬。
那晚,母豬望著主人一家開心的吃著豬肉,母豬傷心的躺倒在以前公豬每天睡的地方,突然她發現牆上有行字:
『如果愛無法用言語來表達,我願意用生命來證明』!
母豬看到這行字肝腸寸斷,人類聽到這個淒美的愛情故事也無不為之動容,
後來女孩們為了紀念這段愛情,同時也表示沒忘記公豬臨前的遺囑
『以後別吃這麼多』,現在大家就開始流行減肥……

最近

学期终于结束了,紧绷的情绪得到了顿时的舒缓。
但这突如其来的解放,是正还是负?因人而异了。
在条件不够成熟的条件下解放,我想除了坏还是坏。
别说我共产主义,我只是就事论事。
在我浅薄的认知里,没有知识,教育制度,法制制度不成熟的条件下,不是解放的好时机。
就好像一个小孩,如果在年纪小小的时候,不严格管教,管制,会成为什么样的栋梁?
腐蚀的还是粗壮稳固的?
五一事件,永远都是外国对中国,甚至对亚洲的衡量点。
这~~公平吗?文明吗?
大部分的人只会承认别人的缺点,接受别人的过错。
忽略的,都是这些缺点背后的由来,过错后面的缘由~
死板的把自己受过的教育,拥有的条件,套在别人身上。
唉~自私啊。

什么都是.... 烦

找工........ 烦
找房子.... 更烦

申请签证... 烦
申请不到... 更烦

听朋友诉苦... 烦
找不到朋友诉苦... 更烦

看着那些不知足的人.. 烦
看着那些没足知的人.. 更烦

看着这个世界.. 烦
看着我的房间.. 最烦

不过!!!!

至少我还有那个力气去烦~
至少我还有那个精神去烦~

至少我还有那个闲情去想~
至少我还在这个世界闲晃~

Friday, November 7, 2008

加油!

最后一个了,撑下去哦。。woosah!!!!

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

很美的小文章

1.

开始的开始总是甜蜜的
后来就有了厌倦、习惯、背弃、寂寞、绝望和冷笑
曾经渴望与一个人长相厮守,后来,多么庆幸自己离开了
曾几何时,在一段短暂的时光里,
我们以为自己深深的爱着的一个人。
后来,我们才知道
那不是爱,那只是对自己说谎。

2.

你以为不可失去的人,原来并非不可失去,
你流干了眼泪,自有另一个人逗你欢笑,
你伤心欲绝,然后发现不爱你的人,
根本不值得你为之伤心,
今天回首,何尝不是一个喜剧?
情尽时,自有另一番新境界,
所有的悲哀也不过是历史。


3.

爱情总是想象比现实美丽,
相逢如是,告别亦如是。
我们以为爱得很深、很深,
来日岁月,会让你知道,它不过很浅、很浅。
最深最重的爱,必须和时日一起成长。


4.

因为爱情的缘故,
两个陌生人可以突然熟络到睡在同一张床上。
然而,相同的两个人,在分手时却说,我觉得你越来越陌生。
爱情将两个人由陌生变成熟悉,又由熟悉变成陌生。
爱情
正是一个将一对陌生人变成情侣,又将一对情侣变成陌生人的游戏。


5.

相信爱情可以令一个人改变,
是年轻的好处,也是年轻的悲哀。
浪子永远是浪子。令男人改变的,
也许是上帝的爱或者佛祖的慈悲,但绝对不会是女人。
最不宜结婚的是浪子,最适宜结婚的也是浪子。
往往不是女人改变一个浪子,而是女人在浪子想改变的时候刚好出现。


6.

想男人的一生,不过对女人做两件事:
超乎她想象的好和超乎她想象的坏。
女人用他的好来原谅他的坏。
如果有一天他们不能在一起,不是他太坏,而是她太好。
我们一生之中,要牢记和要忘记的东西一样多。
记忆存在细胞里,在身体里面,与肉体永不分离,要摧毁它,等于玉石俱焚。
然而,有些事情必须忘记,忘记痛苦,忘记最爱的人对你的伤害,只好如此。


7.

时间会让你了解爱情,时间能够证明爱情,也能够把爱推翻。
没有一种悲伤是不能被时间减轻的。
如果时间不可以令你忘记那些不该记住的人,
如果所有的悲哀、痛苦、失败都是假的,那该多好?
可惜,世上有很多假情假义,自己的痛苦、失败、悲哀,却偏偏总是真的。


8.

他纵有千个优点,但他不爱你,
这是一个你永远无法说服自己去接受的缺点。
一个人最大的缺点不是自私、多情、野蛮、任性,而是偏执地爱一个不爱自己的人。
暗恋是一种自毁,是一种伟大的牺牲。
暗恋,甚至不需要对象,我们不过站在河边,
看着自己的倒影自怜,却以为自己正爱着别人。


9.

爱情和情歌一样,最高境界是余音袅袅。
最凄美的不是报仇雪恨,而是遗憾。
最好的爱情,必然有遗憾。那遗憾化作余音袅袅,长留心上。
最凄美的爱,不必呼天抢地,只是相顾无言。
失望,有时候,也是一种幸福。
因为有所期待,才会失望。
遗憾,也是一种幸福。因为还有令你遗憾的事情。
追寻爱情,然后发现,爱,从来就是一件千回百转的事


Monday, November 3, 2008

Elo~

I jus realized that word version 2007 can blog! So now im jus testing.. hehe.. i have a 70% assignment due this Friday, but i reckon its an easy job cos the teacher is very lenient, hehe.. im taking advantage on someone's generosity. Bad yeah? But also its an easy unit, I mean, its sth with direction and right or wrong, not like design's unit of philosophy ones, as they don't have actual right or wrong, but with own's arguments and supportive scholars publications. Which mean research, and I am damn bad in researching.

Las night me and my perth's family went to watch SAW V, gory type of movie but somehow, with depth. I am really very impressed by the scenarist's creativity. The killing mechanisms, the storyline, it is just extraordinary. Too bad, it is too bloody that I don't think msia's government will grant allowance for publications. Highly recommended by me!! Hehe.. (yeah, I noe im a maniac)

Need to finish my precis and an essay tonight. Then start my assignment tml, and after this Friday.. Im goin to somewhere I don't know to hunt abalone with joanne!!! Yeepie, should be fun. But each of us can only catch 20.. hehe.. I don't like abalone tho, I'll freeze it and bring it back to my parents. Haha~

Next week will start structuring my presentation for next Friday's assignment and after that, clean up my room, finalize my visa's application.. pack.. and off I go~ woohoo~

What a contented coming holiday! Work work work!

Oh yeah! Did I ever mention? My ex co-worker, Yi is pregnant!!! So happy for her!!

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Today..

Today i went shopping with joanne, im thinking of getting myself some working suits and a pair of proper shoe. but.. i din get myself anything.. but had me and jo's nail done..

its in pain.. sigh sigh.. what a lousy shop.. i dunno if its normal or what.. las time i had my first manicure in china.. it wasn't pain at all.. but this time.. dunno why.. quite painful.. the way they did it is different.. hm... but the guy who did for my nails, was very cho lo.. like im not human like that.. so 'da li' until like i owe him a lot of money.. however, he's a viet.. i scared.. so dun dare to do anything with it.

anyway, just tahan for few daya lar, hopefully it will get better soon. gals are owes like that, rather spend money, and pain, jus want to make themselves look better.

oh yeah, ive mentioned working suits right?? noe why?? im goin to s'pore!!!! hehehe.. like real soon.. how soon?? 18th of November!!! i've booked the ticket, found job there, and im goin to stay there for 2 months!!! will go back to kch on the ... cant remember.. i think is 20th of jan...

this 2 months job means a lot to me. This will be my first working as a profession related firm, and oso first time staying in a 2nd different country.. hehe~ im very excited and looking forward to.. yay~