Sometimes..

Sometimes, when things happened, u just can't turn back the time to redo everything. When you've hurt someone, the pain will always be there. Unless, certain period of time has passed. You might be able to recover from such a deep pain.

I've been hurt by and hurt someone before. Its no good for both sides if the person is with quality personalities. He or she accidentally hurt someone, will feel very guilty. I am not saying that I am a very good person. But I certainly will feel guilty and try my best to amend the mistakes and pain I gave to my fren.

I feel guilty even that issue had happened 1.5yr ago. Whenever i think of him, see his name and pic on my phone, i'll feel very very guilty.

He is very kind.. He forgave me.. But i really feel like doin sth for him.. I hope i can.. Sigh..

Now, avthing is too late.. Nth can be done but only move on...

Sometimes, i jus wonder~~

Sad...

I feel sad today. Disappointments from everywhere.. From friends, and from ~ (for those who close with me, you'll know).. I know i have to let those bad things go, so that i can move on. But, its easy to say, hard to take action.

Whenever i think of it, i'll feel bad, pain, n hurt. People does change, they might not be same as last time, how naive i was.. To assume that ~ will be the same guy i knew 10yrs ago. He's totally different.. He did stuffs that is v hurtful and disrespectful. Ppl tends to become more n more selfish, n lack of considerations. I wonder why? Is it bcos what had happened? Or was it bcos of the environment that whoever stays within?

But dont worry.I'll be fine,tml is a new day. N everything will be just fine! Thanks for concern and spending time reading my rubbish.

Mei