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Today, when i was working..

I ate Tom Yum Bee Hoon..

then, one of my colleague---> Capella said:

'Cmei ar, can u eat like a girl?'

I was stunt at first, then agreed:

'I'm not a girl, i'm actually a guy!'

woohoo~~ yeah.. i really think inner me, i'm like a guy..

1. I'm more fierce than guys.

2. I walk, I talk, I eat, I wear, I laugh.. like guys..

3. I don't like to look at mirrors.

4. I don't like girly stuff (but!! i like cute stuffs)

5. My mum says i'm helpless and hopeless.

6. hmmm....

7. hmmm....

So! In conclusion, I'm a guy...

Then! I tried to act like girl..

When i finished work at ard 11.. I rushed home, and look at the mirror.. try to act sexy and more girly.. 

****5 mins later****

I cant find my sexy look with the fatness surrounded my body...

I cant be girly with my short hair and ugly sleeping wear...

I only found one thing.......

That is....

I GOT WRINKLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WRINKLES WRINKLES WRINKLES WRINKLES~~~~~

I'm only 23 leh (tho its not that young when compare to 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22)

But.... I got wrinkles around my puffy blacked eyes....

so sad.. that makes me more like a guy, (guy with female's fat figure, short hair.. and wrinkles around the eyes)

so ugly la~~ so, i quickly put on the eye cream that i bought few months ago.. hoping that it will have instant effect.. but the result turns out to be a disappointment.. hmm..

so i start to focus on other parts of my face.. (i only look at my face cos that's the only part with less fat.. oh yeah.. and my hands and my feet or foot? cant remember which is plural which is singular le..) then i start to focus on the pimple's scar, and black heads, and unshaved eyebrows... i suddenly feel....

SIEN~~ sigh.. better dun look at my face le..

So i start to look ard my wardrobe and find some girly clothes.. but i found out.. besides dark brown, black, grey, white.. and 2 reds.. done! no more girl's clothes...

So i gave up, and starts to look ard my room.. walau.. messy and nth girly besides some small soft toys and bed filled with 3 pillows ( which i think that signifies girly).. then no more..

so i went downstair, and count my shoes.. hmmm.. only 3 pairs of high heeled that can be sexy.. but others is like ah ma.. i gave up again.. and went back to my room and start to look ard for accessories.. hmm.. 1 ring, 1 bracelet, 1 pair of earring, countless of simple straight hair bands (its useless now since i'm having short hair) and.. that's it!

what else can i do? nth.. so~ i gave up.. and start my readings.. surfing.. browsing.. listening to music.. 

In conclusion... 

I'm really helpless and hopeless..

I'm a man!