Blackberry~

Ok guys..i noe ive announced in msn n facebook regarding my bb..i jus got it today.n i really its amazing!!it does not look good tho,big n fat..but its function is power!!!n i really enjoy typig msg,checking my emails even blogging while im lying on bed.
Bsides,i like it cos i can jus contact any of my business's related frens 24/7.so,im now bcoming a new fan of blackberry.
These few days perth is quite cool,n i do enjoy rainy day..i feel peaceful!!
Tml i'll need to go to an architect's firm for one of my unit,kinda nervous abt tat!cos i dunno what to wear,n not sure wat is required for the first day..
Somemore,my room is stil unpack,stil got a lot of stuff need to take out from boxes n arrange properly in my room..i really dunno wat put where!!sienz~

Going back..

im heading back perth... tml.. flight departs at 9.20 PM.. will reach perth on sat morning.. im so sien whenever i think abt it. cos just.. sien lar~!@#@#$#@#

so now, no mood to blog liao.. cos im goin back to the place i dun like liao.. what can i do? NTH... just sien lor..

business

recently have a business opportunity.. wonder is ppl outthere interested? do contact me if u r.. no matter u r from aus, msia, spore or even taiwan.. WE CAN EARN TOGETHER!

mobiling post..

haha..i start to feel tat internet access system in hp is useful.provided the access is free..can jus lay on my bed n blog!(such a 'lazer' i m) abt d fren's story in previous msg.she decided to give it a go..try n giv her bf another chance.i hope avthing turns out jus right for her..luv is blind..tat's all i can say.if i were her,i mite made d same decision s well.(jikkam said tat guys sometime will stray in their mind,if tat's true,its obviously cant find a guy tat wont,y not jus stick w d one tat u r happy w n b happy?somemo,i blif tat gals stray in their mind once a while too!so,its a fair n square game tat we r playing.) jus tat i suggest to all girls n boys,there will owes b another gal or guy out there tat u mite hav interest in,but tat's jus a begining,after a while,u 2 mite not suit each other n u'l b wasting time to go 4 d new one,y not jus play it in ur mind,luv d one u having,n maintain a healthy,happy,long lasting relationship w d one tat u hav?dun get greedy,cos it kills, mentally n even physically!! At d end of d day,its not d initial sparks tat maintain d relationship,its our effort,our connections,our mind n our family bond tat keeps us goin! S for me,im happy w wat im having now,jus dunno when shud i make it officially known to my parents..its kinda..difficult,im worry abt acceptance,n permission tat i mite b able or unable to obtain from them..i would luv to let them noe,but i dun wan unnecessary pressure occurs..its so hard to decide when,where n how to tell..i feel bad to lie,n dun wanna live in guilt anymo.sigh..this is d pro w only child,hav to consider more on parents cos u r their only..ldr is already a disaster!ldr without parents blessings n guidances is more than a disaster!! Sigh..i think,i'l need to go to bed now..b4 tat,i'l send a goodnite msg to...(dunno how should i put it so tat it wont make my frens puke!hehe..)hopefully,my new semester will b a great one!n i'l b able to find myself a part time job to handle some of my personal spendings!luv all my friends! N...yeah! I almost forgot! Happy Chinese New Year! I forgot to write a post abt tat..i'l write one in near future..luv u all!n hav a goodnight!

忘记，原谅

小故事一则：

从朋友听来的伤心事。

一个月前，朋友发现了男友一些不忠的举动。

当然，不是肉体出轨，而是思想出轨。

一个月后，朋友并没有因为这些小举动而离开她的男友；

当下，我问她：‘为什么？思想出轨有时比肉体出轨还恐怖，还恶心，而且不可原谅！’

‘...’ 

沉默-- 是我耐心等了2分钟的答案。

对这个答案，我想，我是理解的。

寂静的夜晚，只有冷气嗒啦嗒啦的声音伴着我的思绪，我很认真的想了想这个问题。

如果是我，我会怎样？

看着朋友从以前就对自己的外表不怎么自信的一个女孩，变得几乎已经变态得自卑。

猜疑，烦恼，妒嫉，成了这女孩的‘正常’情绪。

我想，我能理解她。

离不开是因为爱；

爱不下是因为害怕。

当一个人的情绪介于两个极端时，一些古怪的思想，行为便会产生了。

一天到晚都在问为什么，对男友的一些举动，说的一些话都变得非常敏感，而且很负面。顿时失去了所有的信任，刹那觉得对方很陌生。等等等等～

这时，我好想问问那个女孩的男友，‘既然你口口声声说爱她，为什么要做出这种会伤她的心和不尊重的事情呢？’

Us Against the World --- Christina Milian

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more
I would still have you, baby
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war
I'll be fighting with you, baby
Cuz I know if I'm falling, you won't let me hit the ground
If the boat is sinking, I know you won't let me drown

No matter what anyone could say
This is the only place for me
And no one could ever take that away
Nothing could come between us

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)
I would still have you, you, you, you, you, you, you
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)
I'll be fighting with you, you, you, you, you
Because it's us against the world
The world, the world
You know it's us against the world
The world, the world, ohh

Now if I'm lost at sea 7 days I'm not alone
If I'm holding you, you, you, you, you
And if it all end's; everybody in the world is gone
I'll be standing with you, baby

And if it's the last breath I take
I'll leave my kiss with you
If there's a wall between us, baby
I know I'll break through

No matter what anyone could say
This is the only place for me
And no one could ever take that away
Nothing could come between us

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)
I would still have you, you, you, you, you, you, you
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)
I'll be fighting with you, you, you, you, you
Because it's us against the world

Nothing's stronger now than you and I
Cuz your love is all I got
And this ain't never gonna stop
No, whoa
There's no distance here when we're apart
Come on in from the cold
Lay your head on my shoulder
Ride like a soldier
I'm stay right here

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)
I would still have you, you, you, you, you, you, you
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)
I'll be fighting with you, you, you, you, you
Because it's us against the world
The world, the world
You know it's us against the world
The world, the world, ohh (Repeat)