mobiling post..

haha..i start to feel tat internet access system in hp is useful.provided the access is free..can jus lay on my bed n blog!(such a 'lazer' i m) abt d fren's story in previous msg.she decided to give it a go..try n giv her bf another chance.i hope avthing turns out jus right for her..luv is blind..tat's all i can say.if i were her,i mite made d same decision s well.(jikkam said tat guys sometime will stray in their mind,if tat's true,its obviously cant find a guy tat wont,y not jus stick w d one tat u r happy w n b happy?somemo,i blif tat gals stray in their mind once a while too!so,its a fair n square game tat we r playing.) jus tat i suggest to all girls n boys,there will owes b another gal or guy out there tat u mite hav interest in,but tat's jus a begining,after a while,u 2 mite not suit each other n u'l b wasting time to go 4 d new one,y not jus play it in ur mind,luv d one u having,n maintain a healthy,happy,long lasting relationship w d one tat u hav?dun get greedy,cos it kills, mentally n even physically!! At d end of d day,its not d initial sparks tat maintain d relationship,its our effort,our connections,our mind n our family bond tat keeps us goin! S for me,im happy w wat im having now,jus dunno when shud i make it officially known to my parents..its kinda..difficult,im worry abt acceptance,n permission tat i mite b able or unable to obtain from them..i would luv to let them noe,but i dun wan unnecessary pressure occurs..its so hard to decide when,where n how to tell..i feel bad to lie,n dun wanna live in guilt anymo.sigh..this is d pro w only child,hav to consider more on parents cos u r their only..ldr is already a disaster!ldr without parents blessings n guidances is more than a disaster!! Sigh..i think,i'l need to go to bed now..b4 tat,i'l send a goodnite msg to...(dunno how should i put it so tat it wont make my frens puke!hehe..)hopefully,my new semester will b a great one!n i'l b able to find myself a part time job to handle some of my personal spendings!luv all my friends! N...yeah! I almost forgot! Happy Chinese New Year! I forgot to write a post abt tat..i'l write one in near future..luv u all!n hav a goodnight!