i need to LET GO!!!

why am i so f**king stubborn that i just keep grabbing on this untouchable person who don't even know who the hell i am..

making my life so hard and filled with what i think is stupid.. jealousy~~

why am i so f**king stupid that i kept on digging out sth that does not exist anymore????

can i just let go?? i mean...this person just don't worth my time and effort to care about, mad about, or even jealous about!!!!

what the f**k am i doin???

ARGH!!!!! i hate it!!!! just hate it!!!!